ok so im sitting here its early as hell im trying to think about my life... but im watching a movie and realiseing that bio is anoying as fuck because i didnt do anything constructive... i dont take notes which is fine and im considering just getting this damn study group thing together... i dont really want to lead this damn thing but if other people want to have it i guess i might as well... fuck me!!! i hate all this bull shit im fine with out takeing notes or doing anything ifi had just been able to write neatly i would have tied that one really smart girl in my class for the highest grade... damn she is smart... she should lead the damn group not me im not that smart... fuck i dont even care i think ill just go ahead and watch my movie...

hmm... if this thing does happen maybe that genious girl will want to be in charge instead of me...

so its been a while alot has happend but i dont care because im only here to vent because i feel bad venting elsswere...

ok so im in over my head... collage isnt hard just time consumeing latin is a bitch and i cant pay atention in math chemistry is anoying bio is harder than im used to gym sucks debate is evil... oh yeah and com arts is boreing and long... i cant seem to help the people i mean to help out in the first place and end up makeing things harder for them... oh yeah that and im weak and unable to take care of my own needs let alone the needs of others... im fucked for the rest of my life and im working my ass of school isnt that big of a deal its just i cant handle any of the other stuff.